Nyx i know i dont know your father but i do know what it's like to be a guy( we all think exactly the same) and to have a stubborn father( realy on that level hes off the charts) but all father are born with a the dissire to protect there children double so for daughters. his first responce would be to tare the fathers head off since it wasn't your fault there's no way he would want to kick you out of the house

Yes.. That's also a bit what I'm afraid of. What he did was terrible and awful; but I don't want anything bad to happen to him. My father.. Knowing him, he'll rant about the fact that I should've known better, that he always said that Hinun wasn't any good and now it gets back at me.. After he killed him in the cruelest way possible that is. I love my father and he loves me, let me make that clear. But he's one hell of a stubborn, 'allknowing' man.

tare his head off ways an exaggeration (sorry even when im sires im joking just the way i am)
but really as i said all i have to go on is my own experience which is that i was doing something that i thought my dad was going to kill me for and instead he only showed love and support ( not one of his strong suit's let me tell you) so that's i can say. beounde that all i can say is that all be praying for as much possible and i wish there was more i could do to help.

Certain hospitals and doctors handle this sort of thing all the time, and they have to keep it confidential. Go speak to one, and try and get it sorted, your parents won't have to know.

And this will sound rather nasty, but did you not think of...well...screaming during the rape?

But rape is rape. Even so, it could have been avoided if she had screamed, or alerted adults. Because i don't think telling him to stop would have done it.

Were you in the situation? I don't think so. I think Nyx also should of done what you said, but now it's too late, and she found a reason why she didn't want to.

I can't imagine being in such a situation. You hear of teenage pregnancies all the time, but you never think it'll happen to someone you know, regardless of how little you know them (in my case.)
Still, all the good pieces of advice have been suggested.

Believe me, I did. And don't worry about asking nasty questions.. I'm thick skinned.

I tried everything; screaming, scratching, biting, kicking... It is horrible to fight against your own friend, to know that you can't do anything and that no one is going to help you. The problem was that his parents were away and he lives a bit isolated. I never thought this would happen.. It's normal for us to come over to each other; when we did we also slept in the same room. There had never happened anything. Until two weeks ago that is.

Then we're going to get along, thick skinned is good. I seriously suggest telling your parents, tell them everything. If your friend gets in trouble, well its his fault, not yours. He knew what was going on the minute he started, he made the CHOICE to rape you, as soon as he started, he was no longer your friend.

Yay new friend! xD I'm direct; of what I read I guess you are too. So that's good.

I know.. And still, it's stupid, I'm way to loyal to him. He's about the only one whom I could talk to. I'll see where it goes.. I can always hide it from him but I don't think that is the right option.

Don't hide it, period. Tell your parents, a teacher, someone you trust...preferably who didn't rape you. He made the choice, now you make yours.

That one made me snicker insanely.. My humor is really dieing I think.

I'll have to isn't it.. Argh.. It sucks that there is such a big taboo about this stuff. It's going to be heavy.

The problem is, this kind of thing is frowned upon by society in general, which makes it harder when it happens for those it affects, but you have to trust that friends and family won't judge you, or they're not really friends.

Everyone thinks these girls (and me too now) are a bunch of sluts who try to get as much as they can. I'll have to endure that, but I think I can. It's not that I have that many real friends anyway.